Dear 2018, you taught me how to stand on my feet- alone. You taught me how to be selfish and learn self care, but it wasn't always right when people around me affected my mental health. You let me embraces my flaws and be strong enough for me to put the blame on myself. Truth is, I always blame myself. 2018, you made me hate myself more than ever and i wished to not be in that fucking state anymore.
You made me stop hoping, for every shine that lights your way. Fuck that.
You made me stop believing, for every rainbow after rain.
You made me fucking insane.
Unapolotegically.
Unforgiving, towards my self.
So, fuck you 2018.
ps; i cried writing this.
