Saturday, August 13, 2016

To The Boy I've Loved Before


A boy as as sweet as his name. It's almost 2 years now that we haven't met each other daily. I hope he's happy and I hope that life is treating him well. I suppose sometimes I can't always get the future I envisioned for us, and I guess I have to accept that. If some lucky girl out there get the chance to hold his heart, I hope she gives him the world. And if maybe she's somehow reading this, here's a few things you should know. He probably eat anything. He's a big eater. Sometimes you wouldnt want to finish your meal just to feed him. Let him finish your food. Not just because he's a big eater, because he himself would enjoy being spoon fed by you. I can tell you he likes being spoiled like a big baby. Not much can I tell about his favorite food, but make him proud by learning cooking. He would be honored to taste every bit of your cooking. He would lie that your cooking is so delicious while it is just an average taste. Bake him cookies, bake him cakes. He loves all that calories. Please dont take it to your heart everytime he insisted you to learn cooking, believe me he just wanted to be the lucky one for you. He loves action movies, comedies.. Dont argue with him over some fairytale movies you would want to watch, because he'll always win. If in the middle of the movie you get bored, staring at him would make you feel calm. Like, the world has stopped just for you. You wouldnt want the movie to end so quickly as you can feel so content by just staring at him. If he caught you staring dont look away, show him how much you would want to stare at him for the rest of your life. You'll be proud to call him your 'mine'. I swear its the best view i have along my life and maybe for you, too. Dont let him pay all the expenses. Show him you're the independent kind too. We all know he's just a student, like you and me (atleast for our ages) 
Most importantly, treat him right. Treat him like its the precious thing you ever have. Get your time altogether for him. Even if you busy, make him understand how much you didnt want to neglect him. If you're near, make time to meet. Not always, because it will irritate him. If you're far, dont missed a chance to make him feel content. He may seems not much to share daily so just spill out what you think in your mind. Keep yourself to always asking him about his whereabout. Be there for him, because you'll never expected what the time he will need you the most. You would regret the time you're not there and he needed you. He may not a douchebag full of cliche love stories, sometimes he would look just as silly you would think how on earth that he can be yours. He love surprises. He loves singing. There will be time where you needed his lullaby to make you fall asleep. He would probably asking you few times whether he's handsome to you so always drop a few compliments here and there so he wouldnt feel insecure being with someone as beautiful as you. Dont ever be a queen control to him, especially when he's with his fams, He may few times pick his family over you so please be understanding. Dont be a 'pushy', he hates that the most. Leave goodnight and morning texts. Make him proud of you. Dont ever betrayed his trust and he will love you more than you would love yourself. 
Whoever you are out there that gets to call this boy yours, cherish every second of it. Because it will be one of the best moment of your life, just like I had.

Xoxo, A